Weird...

So I recently had a dream that's been disturbing me and so I finally did some digging.

I don't remember what was going on in the dream. The only thing I really remember about it was that I noticed my cat seeming to be in pain when she walked...and then I noticed her tail was gone. It didn't look as if it had been recently cut off. It seemed scarred but yet, in the dream, to me it had just happened. I awoke upset and feeling sorry for my cat. But since my beloved Cougar is just fine...I don't have to worry about her and now that I've been looking into it...maybe I should feel sorry for myself? Cause this is what I've found on a couple of different sites.

"To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you. If you see a cat with no tail, then it signifies a loss of independence and lack of autonomy. You may be expressing some fear or frustration especially when something is not going as planned."

Now the thing that bothers me is that I have NEVER had a dream with my cat in it. So for it to pop up NOW of all times...kinda disturbs me, especially when she had no tail. Which is why I actually looked into it.

I'm not really sure how to interpret this. There are things that make sense to me but at the same time...feminine sexuality? what? but then you look at the tailless part..."lack of autonomy"? and so just to make sure I understood this I looked it up...and the second definition kinda makes sense.

"the capacity of an agent to act in accordance with objective morality rather than under the influence of desires."

I think I may need to fix this...I'm open to suggestions...